Lots to tell

So lots of things to tell for this post.

Christmas was fun. I got lots of awesome gifts.
Like Guitar Hero, a DVD player, awesome movies, clothes, penguins, etc.
And my friend gave me her old guitar.
I named it Rhonda.
Its a red Squire electric guitar.
But my stocking.....oh boy...
Well quick backup story.
I've been collecting gift cards since I was 14, because for my 14th birthday I mostly got giftcards...which was like...50. So I kept them all. And ever since then whenever my mom or my grama or myself walked into a store, we would take gift cards (most stores don't care so its ok and its technically not shop lifting since we don't put cash on them)
I have over 1000 gift cards that I keep in a humongo binder, and I put them in baseball card sleeves...unless they are too big and weirdly shaped...then I just put them in the pockets.
Anyways back to my stocking.
They (as in my mom and grama) did this to me last year, but this year, they were able to fill 2 stockings............with gift cards..........individually wrapped....
-_-
I refused to open them.
But my mom and grama individually wrapped candy for eachother.
My mom took bite size mounds and wrapped them for my grama (and she had to wear gloves cuz she is super allegeric to chocolate...sucks I know, but luckly I'm not much of a chocolate cake person, so my birthdays were easy.)
And my grama took little Andes mints (the white chocolate kind) and wrapped those individually AND put a gagillion layers of tape on them.
Lets just say a bunch of cuss words were exchanged, in the funny kind of way.

That was Christmas Eve.
On Christmas, we went to my Aunt Kays, like we do every year.
And Let's just say I'm not really a big fan of my family.
By no means do I hate them.
I just hate how they treat eachother.
My family is the type where everyone has to make others feel down to make themselves feel better.
And I'm usually the target.
It gets emotionally draining because I have never done anything to them in any way.
My mom says its because they are jealous of me...which I think makes NO sense whatsoever.

Thanksgiving was horrible.
I had this cousin, who I think is 26, and I use to look up to her.
I mean, I met her when I was 14, because my mom disowned that side of the family for 8 years, and she reminded me of my favorite sister, Josie, who I hadn't seen for like 2 years.
So naturally, I respected her and liked her a lot.
Then the time came when my mom told her how I looked up to her. (Which was at easter, 2 years ago)
And I was sick, laying on my Aunts couch, when Mary (the cousin) sat next to me and started calling me names.
At first I thought it was fun.
But then it just got annoying.
But on Thanksgiving, she was trying her hardest to make me look like an idiot to the family (which her attempts were in vain)
I guess she kept coming up to my mom and calling me retarded and stuff, and my mom was like, Uh, she has a job, she pays for her car and cell phone, she has a license and she uses her money wisely.
And she really has no room to call me a retard.
She's the one who dropped out of college 1 term away from graduating, and her parents were paying her through (she was going to UNI)
And she lost her license
She works part time at a corner store
And she gave birth on her livingroom floor without even knowing she was pregnant.

So like a week later she texted me saying, "How are you doing miss Thanksgiving grump?"
That pissed me off so I didn't respond.
Then she texted me a few hours later saying, "Oh I see how you are Geeky Mcbruiser"
So I responded, "Please stop, I'm not in the mood."
She replies, "Oh shut the f*ck up, I'm not in the mood for you! Get the f*ck over yourself and stop being a stuck up b*tch. You aren't the only one with problems."
So I said, "Does it make you feel better to be putting down a 17-year-old? Do the world a favor and grow up."
Then she called my grama, tried to get me in trouble, but it didn't work.

So back to Christmas.
She came up to me and actually APOLOGIZED!
I was shocked.
I apologized too, but I'm not exactly sure what I apologized for.
So I guess we're good now.
OH
And my Aunt who is known to have a hatred for me actually came up and talked to me.
And when she talks and I'm there she doesn't look me in the eyes. She tries to pretend I'm not there.
But she was acting rather nice.
So my Christmas was awesome.


Song of the Moment: Strawberry Gashes- Jack Off Jill


I've been listening to them since 7th grade.
It's what you would call a gothic band.
But I like their sound.
They broke up a few years ago, but the lead singer is now the lead singer of a band called Scarling.
Their sound isn't as dark as Jack off Jill's but I still like it.

No I will not choose that song so stop pushing it.

Time for another blog.

Since I really have nothing else to do at the moment.

Besides talking to my friend on AIM.

I asked him for blogging ideas.

He said Canada.

I said no.

And now he wants me to put my song of the moment as some funny song but the title is a smidge inappropriate.

And I don't really wanna forfeit my grade for that.



So my mom isn't letting me work tonight.

YAY

I wasn't really excited about working 6 days in a row.

I'd go insane.

Like I would seriously throw someone in the fry grease.



EXCITED FOR NO SCHOOL!

^_^



But who isn't?

I don't really mind making it up in the summer.

That way I won't have to drive in this crap.



Song of the moment: Blueside- Rooney.

GOD ITS FREAKING FREEZING!!!!

WE DIDN'T GET OUT OF SCHOOL TODAY!!!!
*angry faces*

RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

I had to stay at my dad's house last night because I had to work and he lives really close, and I live on the way other side of town so my mom didnt want me to get killed or anything.
But I had to come to school at like 6:30 cuz my sister has a 0 hour and she leaves the house at like 6:20, and we were just gonna carpool.

Erugh.

Sitting on your butt for an hour isnt the most fun you can have.

And now my fingers are freezing up.

Stupid Raynods.
-_-
Its a condition where the blood doesnt go through your fingers fast enough and you're always succeptible to frost bite.
It sucks.

:-/


So Christmas is coming up.
I got some presents for my friends.
But then I got broke, so I have to go out and buy more.
Eh...
I feel bad.
Because it doesn't seem like I tried that hard to get my friends presents.
I mean the ones I got from my friends so far were very thoughtful and I could feel the love.
lol.
But that makes the things I got for my friends look small and worthless.
And I don't have enough money to shower my friends with gifts.
Guilt.
Sigh.

It doesn't make sense for me to be getting Christmas presents anyway.
Cuz ironically enough, I'm an atheist.
lol.
Oh well.
It's the thought that counts.
Right?



Now to change the subject.
Kerina's Song of the Moment: Every You Every Me- Placebo.
I love this band.

I mean the lead singer has a very nasally high-pitched voice, but it works for them.
And he wears make-up.
A little creepy.
But its cool.
Some of their lyrics are dark, but you don't really notice it unless you pay close attention.
Some other good songs are Drag, Infra-Red, Meds, and Special K.

Fun Fun Fun.

hmm...

I don't think there's anything else to really talk about...
I'll just come back and edit.
:P

My bloggy-thingy

So my blog is supposed to be about something specific that I'm interested in.
I still have no idea what to blog about.
I guess I could blog about my teenage angst.
There's alot of that going on lol.
I might blog about new music I listen to and new movies I see.
Kinda like a critic.
hmm...
Lets start with my angstness.

So yesterday my mom told me that she didn't want me to go to work because its on the way other side of town, and it was all snowy-like
I work at Burger King on Collins and I live in Summet View...which is a trailer park *cough* excuse me, MANUFACTURED HOUSING DISTRICT, near Westdale Mall, a few miles away from Fair Fax (sp?)
Anyways
I had to work at 5, and it was like, Noonish, and my Grama called and told my mom she was with a friend and that the roads weren't as bad as they were earlier that day, so my mom made me go to work.
I came up with a lot of excuses, like I don't have anti-lock breaks and it would be dark when I came home and I wasn't as experianced in the driving department as my Grama's friend, cuz I've only had my lisence for like 7 months.
But I quit my bitchin and went anyways.

So it was like 6:00 and I was on headset for drive-thru, and this guy came through and he wasn't the brightest crayon, and it sounded like he was illiterate. So he came to the window when he was done, and my friend/manager, Ben, collected the money for his order, and went to expodite it (put the food in bags), and while he was doing that I was getting drinks for the next cars and the guy started throwing rocks at the window, so I went over and opened the window, and he goes, "Do I know you?" and I was like, "Um...no?" and he asked if I went to Metro, and I said no and closed the window.
Then Ben gave me the order to hand out, so I gave the guy his food, and he asked, "Does your number come with it?" and I was like, no. And he drove off.
So I told Ben and he said next time they came through he would freak out and say, "STAY AWAY FROM MY GIRLFRIEND!"
hahahahah
And Ben's a big guy. Like, 6'2'' 200-250 pounds and he's 20.
This dude grabbed me by my ankle and hung me upside down, and told me to give him my lunch money.
Hahahah
He doesn't intimidate me though.
His girlfriend is one of my closest friends.
Yeah. That was work last night.

Hmm...
I guess I'll blog about all the music I'm listening to now.
Currently, I'm listening to Only When I sleep by the Corrs.
The Corrs are this awesome Irish family band consisting of 3 sisters and a brother.
They've been around since like the mid-'90s.
Their sound is very serene and calm, with a subtle Irish sound.
They use Bodhrans and Irish flutes but give it a sensual poppy twist.
I've been listening to them since I was 6 or 7.

Now I have no clue what to say.
I guess I'll come back later to edit.
PEACE!

I don't know, Nayners. What should I blog about?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Blllllllloooooooooooogggggggggggggggggggggg
What to write?????????????????????
Hmm...
Many things...
But not alot...
Erughhhhh.....
Eh...life is all thats coming to me right now....
So yeah...
hmm...
Grounded again.
Messy bedroom.
Not really that much of a deal, but my mom is OCD.
So it kinda sucks.
But its not really a punishment.
Its more of a 'fun-ishment' if you will.
She just likes to use the phrase, "You're grounded" alot.
But I don't complain.
Sure I go against my groundingment, so I guess I have no room to complain.
But I've never been much of a whiner when it comes to punishments.
Rawrrrrrrr
Tired.
Want to sleep
BADLY.
hmmm...
OH!
My best friend has been in Tanager for about 5 months now.
I miss her.
Something with her parents not wanting her so she's going through the independent living program.
Very sad.
She should be out soon.
I'm hoping.
I really hope she's grown more as an adult.
She's kinda stupid.
Not the the way that she isn't smart.
More so in the way that she doesn't know how to make good decisions.
Yeah...
So I love listening to music.
It's hard for me to be away from my iPod...which my friend is listening to right now
-_-
So I'm stuck listening to her old shuffle while she listens to my awesome new one.
>.<
Eh...oh well they have the same music on them
But I have attachment issues when it comes to my iPod.
I got it taken away in class yesterday and I went to pick it up after school but my teacher wasn't in his room and it was locked.
Let's just say I was a little pissed.
Ok, more like SUPERLY Pissed...
But whatever.
So I just got it back this morning.
AND I'M NOT THE ONE LISTENING TO IT!!!
Stupid Nayners...
lol
Just kidding.
She did my hair so I can't be bitter.
Well I think this should be the end of my random blog...
I seriously need some grub to make my tummy stop making funny noises.
-_-