HaPpY BiRtHdAy Mr. AyErS!!!!!

We share the same birthday!!!! YAYYYY
And good news to you on your birthday.
MY COMPUTER IS BACK!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!
Hope you have fun turning into an old guy :P

Christ on a Cracker

Sooooo my stupid computer crashed, so this blog is being typed up in the PLATO room.
I passed so Ms. Dobbin is cool with me using this.

YAY

So yeah thats the 411.

YAAAAYYYYYY!

Sooooooooooo!!!!!!!
I'm in 4th hour writing this blog.
I have Plato this hour so I could recover my grade in Algebra 2 and guess what?????
I'M DONE!!!!!!
I now can get a 4th hour release, which means I CAN CAUSE HELL!!!!!!
lol jk
So yeah.

That's pretty much it.

(SEE MR. AYERS? I'M BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I better get an A in your class....despite the fact I'm not even in it.

...Sigh....

oops

Sooooo i have not kept my promise of writing. but i saw mr. Ayers the other day and he asked me about my blogging and i was like FUCK! so this is a short entry because i'm on the celly but i promise to start blogging again :]

Memories

Yeah I know that the blogging thing is pretty much done with, well for the grading part at least.

But I want to reflect on my years as a student here.

Freshman Year: Walking in, scared shittless, I honestly thought I was gonna die by the end of the week.

Middle of the year: I skipped Singers with my at the time best friend Brittney Neese, and Stecker caught us, and we got a detention...My mom only grounded me for 2 days, cuz I was honest.

End of the year: My best friend was moving to Alabama. We went to Adventure Land. Then I had to go to St. Louis with my church. It was the last time I ever saw her....

Sophomore year: I didn't have a lot of friends cuz I never traveled outside of my normal group, but Before school started I went to Anime Iowa with Nick Wood, Ryan Meyer, and Josh Winkie, so I kinda got lumped in with them. I became best friends with Nick's girlfriend, Shelbie, and we were inseperable.

Middle of the year: Got grounded for not cleaning my room. I made alot of new friends. Nothing really happened.

End of the year: Met Connor, fell head over heels. Pretty much dropped my friends for him.

Junior Year: Was dating Connor. People hadn't seen me all summer, so I kinda dropped off the face of the planet. Oh and I had a job.

Middle of the year: Failed alot of my classes. Broke up with Connor. Hit depression. Yeah.

End of the year: Lost one of my friends, cuz we are both stubborn. Seniors are gone. And I'm sad. Still have a job.

So thats my highschool experience so far.

Yeahhhhhhh

sigh

i miss it. i miss my childhood. i'm gonna be 18 in a few months and the years have just flown by. i miss riding my bike to school. i miss hanging out with shelby every waking moment. i miss not caring about what people thought. i miss not being a failure

OMG ITS ESTHER!

So I'm gonna start my own youtube channel called "OMGITSESTHER!"
I'm not gonna post anything yet
And I shalln't tell you about it so you're just gonna have to find out for yourselves.

YEAH!

Another Blog about blogging

GOD MR AYERS WHY MUST WE BLOG ON THIS TOPIC!!!!!
ERUGGHHHHH!!!
I HATE BLOGGING!
ITS THE WORST THING I'VE EVER HAD TO DO FOR A CLASS!!!!!!

I'm kidddddding

lol

So please Mr. Ayers, don't just read the first part of that.

I don't wanna risk my grade for being a good actress....on a computer.......where anything you say can be taken in a whole new way.....

Crap....there goes my grade....

ANYWHOOOOOO

Lets talk about what I came here to talk about in the first place.

duh-duh-duh-
DUH-DUH!!!!!!

BLOGGING!!!!!

So pretty much this term I've mostly blogged about my life problems....cuz there was more.

My fellow classmates/table mates called my blog a gossip collumn.

But it wasn't really gossip.

It was my stupid teenage angst.

ERUGH

Hold on.

Got like 3 new text messages.

JEESH!

WHY MUST PEOPLE INTERRUPT!???

Ok so that was pretty much a waste.

One dude told me he was no longer a highschool student.

A dude I don't even like but my stupid cousin gave him my number.

errrrr.....

and then some stupid forward message about how my love will supposedly tell me he wants my body in a duffle bag or something...

AHHH

DISTRACTIONS!!!!

Back to business.

So blogging this term....

GOD DAMMIT!!!!

ANOTHER TEXT!!!!!!! >.<

-_-

Lydia.....
telling me to keep off her man.

AHHHH I HAVE A MAN! GET OFF MY DICK ALREADY WHORE

AHHHH ANOTHER MESSAGE!!!!!!!

I'd turn off my phone but then I would feel as if a part of me were missing.

SO NO MORE DISTRACTIONS!!!!

So Blogging:

It's awesome.

It's fun.

It's arguably the best assignment/easiest assignment I've ever had.

It's a great way to talk about random stuff that goes on.

I mean I know that not many people read it....hell I only know of two people and one's Mr. Ayers so technically he doesn't count cuz its his job :P (Not to make you feel inferior, Mr. Ayers but lets be honest YOU ARE FORCED TO READ THIS!!! But you enjoy it which is probably why I haven't failed this portion of the grade lol)

But seriously, I never really thought about blogging. I mean, I had a Xanga when I was younger but it was totally different. At the time it was pretty much talk about nothing, have weird music, and post alot of pictures.

Ok Ok Ok I know it sounds just like this blog, but I'm actually putting my heart and effort into this.

I mean, I am leaving out NO details on this so this is pretty much straight up my POV.

I know it may be wrong, but opinions are never wrong.

My blog does seem like a trash talking blog but really its just how I see the world.

I admit.

I can be a bitch.

And I cuss alot.

(FUCK THE CENSORS! I'M BLOGGING FROM HOME!)

But I've really opened up this year.

As I've said in the last blog about blogging, I love to look back at the crazy stuff I've written.

It makes me see what kind of person I really am.....

Which is a crazy one.

I should probably be committed.

Lol

But it has also shown me that writing is something I should probably do something with in the future.

Like write a novel about man eating robots on Jupiter that want to find the long lost space kitten....or something......

So yeah.

Pretty much blogging is amazing.

And Although this year is over and the blogging will no longer be required I'm still gonna post frequently....depending on how bored I am.

This to me isn't really for a grade.

It's a cool hobby.

And thats pretty much it.

KERINA OVER AND OUT!

AHHHH TEXT MESSAGE!!!!!

so connor and i are making a movie based on elizabeth bathory, who was this hungarian countess who bathed in the blood of virgins cuz she thought it fought age. its gonna be awesome

Prom

So yes I am going to prom.
And to be honest I really don't want to go.
It's not that I don't like my date or anything,
I just hate dressing up.
I'm more of the staying at home and sleeping for hours type sort of person.
And I don't like school dances.
The whole grinding thing makes me throw up inside.
I was in dance (Ballet and Spirits--which is kinda like cheerleading/dance team and we performed at baseball games and fairs) for 7 years and I just don't like dancing at dances cuz my skills have enabled me to dance like everyone else.

I also don't like dancing like a whore.

Yeah I'm being cocky but hey, when you are taught the 'proper form' in the early years of life you pretty much are screwed.

I started dance when I was in Kindergarten (we moved from Atkins cuz my mom no longer had to go through Chemo, and I didn't have to live with my relatives in Walker anymore and I was gonna start school so yeah.....) and my dance instructer was a teacher at my school. She was talking to my mom and told me about the Dance of Iowa and how she taught the beginner class for little kids.

So my mom jumped on the opportunity.
I remember when I said I wanted to be Kerina the Ballerina
But not gonna lie, I was really embarrased and didn't talk to my mom for a few days.
I mean come on, I'm Irish, of course I'm stubborn.
But the first class I was in I immediately fell in love.
I wanted to do tap but in order to do tap I had to be enrolled in 3 classes at once: Ballet, Jazz, and then Tap.
So I did Ballet and Jazz for a year.
That was fun.
But after 4 years I kinda got tired of dancing, because I never learned anything new.
And my step-sister was supposed to join my class but instead she joined spirits.
So my last year at the Dance of Iowa I skipped the classes alot, but when time came to the performance, I had the routine down flat.
Then I told my mom I wanted to join spirits.

So I did.

Easy.
As.
Pie.

My sister hated me because I immediately took to the class, and our teachers even told our parents how good I was, if only I smiled.
They told them I should be in the Junior class, but I was only 10 so I had to wait.

After 3 years of hearing Tiffany (the owner) bitch about how some girls didn't punch their arms right, and how she isn't "Teaching us for her health" (yeah...for the money) I got sick of it and quit.

Never joined a dance class again.

But looking back I wish I stayed in dance.

I mean, dance got me through a lot of things.
My grandpa's death.
My mom's divorce to her stupid ex husband who cheated on her after my granpa died.

If I hadn't have waited for my sister to join ballet, (I stayed behind a year just for her) I would've been in the advance class.

So pretty much I'm a washed up dancer who actually loves to dance, but hates the school dances.

Girl brains.

Confusing.

NEW BLOG!!!!!!!!!

it has my writings in it.
check it out.

http://kerinawriterings.blogspot.com/

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Or I'll kill you.

loljk

But no pwease go wook at it

:3

One more post

Soooooo Tuesday night I started a journal thing in which I do random ramblings (kinda like I do on my blog)
But different.
Its more like poetry stuff like that.

sooooooooooo

I haven't decided whether to put my journal on here or start a new blog with my writing.....

Yeah I'll start a blog with my writing stuff in it..........

YEAH!

Ehhhh......

So this has been a really strange week....well....strange since like last Wednesday.

My Great-Grandma died Friday night, after being in the hospital for years.

You see, her youngest, Irene (40 something) kicked her out of her house a few years back and sent her to a nursing home.

I don't know the entire situation.

But Wednesday night, I guess something happened, and she had pneumonia and a blood clot in her lung, and My grama's sister-in-law and Irene told her that Great-Grandma wanted to die, so they pretty much just let her die, and she could've been saved.

:[

It's sad.

Obviously.

Happy Mothers Day.......

Well Saturday was fun.

Minus work.

But my coworker friend person Abby came over and helped me clean my room.
It was almost 11 and she didn't have a ride home, cuz all her roomates were drunk (Abby's 21 soooooooo its legal. And her roomies are my coworkers) so I had to drive her home (and I only have an intermediate license so my legal curfew is 12:30)

So she lives in Squaw Creek (sp?) in Marion, and I live in Summet View, by Westdale.....
-_-

That took alot of gas.

And she didn't even know where she lived, so we had to call Andy cuz he was there and she wouldn't stop yelling and I was like, "ABBY SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!"

Soooooo they invited me inside, but I refused to drink cuz 1. I'm a minor. 2. I was driving. and 3. Alcohol is stupid.

But I stayed till like 12:20 (which would only leave me 10 minutes to drive to the other side of town), but I was having fun and I didn't really wanna leave, cuz its fun to mess with drunk people. We attempted to play pool and the guys were being stupid.

And awkwardly, Andy pulled me into another room (which freaked me out cuz you never know what drunk people are gonna do, but thank god nothing happened so it was okay) and told me I should go out with Chris (whom everyone calls Goat). Uhm......yeah....he's cool and all but there was one tiny problem.....
He's 23
And I'm 17 1/2
(Yes today is my half birthday)

I was like, noooooooo
And Andy (being drunk) was like, WHYYYYYY?
And I was like, well if you want your buddy to go to prison then sure, but since I don't want anyone to go to prison for dating me then nooooooooooooo.
And Andy was like, HE'LL WAIT 6 MONTHS
And I said, Well if he did that would be awesome, but we'll see.

So Lydia Whore Face of course had to get involved and put her 2 cents in.
She was rambling on how it was a bad idea cuz his ex is psycho and I'm a minor and blah blah blah, and I flat out told her nothings gonna happen.

But this is where it gets funny.

She wanted me to date her 20 year old brother (who is bi, but he is more towards guys)
But she doesn't want me to date Goat (who is straight, but 23)

Yeah......

Awkwardly weird week.

GOD BLESS A FREAKIN MERICA!!!! >.<

I lost my freakin headphones.

And I left my iPod in my car.

LGUKJALFKGJKDJGHJGHDFJA

And I'm sick.

But my mom wouldn't let me stay home cuz of zero hour gym.

But Ima try to go home after this hour.

Erugughghuahglfughadgafjkl

And I have to work tonight.

AhHhHhHhHhHhHhH!!!!!

Now I have no song of the moment thing today.

OR DO I???

I just can't listen to it T_T

Well here it is:

Guilty Pleasure- Cobra Starship

I like this band mostly because they have alot of funny songs.

Like, they do parodies of popular songs like I Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry (I Kissed a Boy) and Holler Back Girl by Gwen Stafani (Holler Back Boy) and they have a song called Snakes on a Plane.

Soooooooooooo.

I am extremely bored at the moment.

And I have no idea what to blog about.

QUOTE TIME!

"I do not want people to be agreeable, as it saves me the trouble of liking them." - Jane Austen

"When good men die their goodness does not perish,But lives though they are gone. As for the bad, All that was theirs dies and is buried with them." - Euripides

"Animals have these advantages over man: they never hear the clock strike, they die without any idea of death, they have no theologians to instruct them, their last moments are not disturbed by unwelcome and unpleasant ceremonies, their funerals cost them nothing, and no one starts lawsuits over their wills." -Voltaire

"God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh." - Voltaire

"History is a pack of lies we play on the dead." - Voltaire

"Either that wallpaper goes, or I do." - Oscar Wilde

The gods are too fond of a joke- Aristotle

So I'm dressed up like a hippie today.

I'll take pictures later.

This head band Auboob Crack baby gave me is uncomfortable.

siggghhhh.

MR. AYERS DID YOU DIEEEEEEE??????

That would suck.

Cuz then we wouldn't get grades for our amazazing blogs!

T_T

Don't die Mr. Ayers.

For the love of god

DON'T DIE!

What a week!!!!

So this is the day I've been waiting for for about 3 and a half years.

I'M GETTING MY TRAIN TRACKS OFF IN ABOUT AN HOUR!

This week has been crazy.

I worked Monday, which I never do.

I almost quit my job Tuesday, cuz Kelly (one of the managers) was being a bitch. I mean I gave Mary the head set and she flipped out on me and was like, "Oh so you call the shots now?"

And I was like, you said I could have a break so I asked Mary if she would take it and she said sure, so it wasn't like I just threw it on her!

And she just kept storming around cussing and stuff, and I was like, you know what? screw this, I'm going outside.

Sigh.

But we're cool now.

I guess.....

Anyways.

Yesterday I got payed AND got a hippie skirt for my project tomorrow.

And today I get these off.

And I don't work until Sunday.

WOOOO

AND

AND

AND

My mom's going out of town on Saturday, so that means I'll have about 32 hours without her accessive nagging.

I mean I love her, but yesterday when I was driving with her in the car (which she hasn't done since I got my license, and she was showing me the detour to the mechanic's place cuz I need an oil change) all I heard the whole damn time was, "You don't take care of this car blah blah blah, you need to clean you're room blah blah blah, stop changing the music blah blah blah, College blah blah blah, I'm a nagger blah blah blah."

I would just like to point out that it isn't me who keeps trashing my car.

My friends just automatically assume just because it's an old car that its a trash can.

I am so sick of having to clean up after my friends.

Its just like, if I were in your car would you like it if I threw my ranch packets on the floor and stomp on them???

And then they throw their food out the window, which I could get a ticket for that.

ANYWAYS

this isn't a blog post about bitching.

I'VE DECIDED TO ADD SOMETHINGS TO MY BLOG!!!!

Along with my occassional song of the moment stuff I may tell a story from my past which will make you think, "What the hell?" OR a quote from some famous dead person.

OR BOTH!

Right now I'd like to tell a story that my mom told me last night.

In memory of my Grandpa, Michael Peter Byrne (yeah I have my mom's last name)

So when My mom was 19, she was getting my Grandpa a gift, and he has a twisted sense of humor (which I inheritted.) And my mom saw this shirt that said Iowa: Big Cock Country.

She gave it to him.

He loved it.

Fastforward about 10 years.

My mom had been trying for years/months (i'm not exactly sure, I was only 6, and I just heard this last night) to get him to go to the hospital.

You see, he, like my mother, had colon cancer, and he was having breathing troubles and heart problems.

So he called my mom at work and said he was ready to go to the doctor, which pissed her off cuz she was working.

So she drove over to his apartment, he opened the door in his Iowa: Big Cock Country tee-shirt and a pair of tighty whiteys.

My mom was like, "Seriously? You won't put your pants on?"

So he goes and tries to put on his pants, but he couldn't.

In a very breathy voice, he said, "Erin...I...can't....get....my....pants....on..."

He was a jokester.

So my mom says, "THATS NOT FUNNY!"

5 minutes later, he died in her arms.

She tried giving him mouth to mouth.

And she called 911, but they hung up so she had to call again.

So the medics come, and so does a priest (my grandpa was catholic) all pissed off cuz it was late on a wednesday night (that part I remember)

And while my mom, her husband, her sister, and her best friend were there watching the medics take him away, my mom starts laughing.

Everyone gave her the weirdest look.

Why was she laughing?

Her father died in one of his favorite tee-shirts.

He died wearing an Iowa: Big Cock Country shirt and a pair of tighty whiteys, in the arms of his favorite daughter.

I think thats the way he wanted to go.

Is that a mirror in your pocket?

Sooooooo.
ONE WEEK TILL I GET MY BRACES OFF!
WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Soooo pretty much I won't be here to update my amazing blog.
I'll probably do it at home.
SO NO WORRIES!

I'm kinda slightly almost fearing for my life at the moment.
Chad is looking up ways to kill me and make it look like an accident.

Well it's okay, I can take him.

lol


Anyways.
I HATE THIS EFFING KEYBOARD >.<

It does not meet my needs.


So now on to more important stuff....

Connor and Alex broke up.

Not gonna lie, I was actually happy.
They've been complaining about eachother for the past few weeks now and of course I'm in the middle, and I've been sick and tired of hearinging them bitch.

Connor bitches about not trusting Alex.
Alex bitches about Connor not trusting her.

And she proved him right.

Now I heard the story from both sides, but I guess Alex was at a birthday party and she kissed another guy.

She say's its because he took her phone and wasn't gonna give it back until she kissed him,
which is BULL!

I mean seriously, if a dude did that to me I'd have a few lovely words and throw a few punches till the jerk gave me back my phone.

So now, Connor wants her back (which I told him is stupid cuz he's been in another cheating relationship before) and I told him that he would just be setting himself up for another heart ache.
And he won't stop talking about suicide.
i was like, dude, if you don't want to live, then whats the point of you being my friend?
He's one of my closest friends and I don't want to see him do something stupid.

And then last night Alex texted me.
Asked if we were still friends.
I was like, well what you did was extremely stupid and you just proved to Connor that he absolutely can't trust you, which is something we talked about a few days before.

And then SHE went on with suicide.

So I bitched at them both and said, "YOU GUYS ARE SO SELFISH! Life is a gift you shouldn't waste it."

I mean seriously, I've talked about this before, but I suffer from depression, so the fact they are willing to end they're lives over some stupid teenage love thing pisses me off.

This is why I don't date.

And they keep talking about it, meaning they won't actually do it.

well thats my teenage rant for the day.

Guwarguh

So I signed up for the mobile dealio on here. I mean Sure I already can get it on my phone, but I was like, why the hell not?
So yeah.

I GOT THE MOST AMAZAZING EMAIL EVER!!!

There's this band I like called Hey Monday and they really like to interact with their fans.

I mean I get mobile updates and everything.

So I got this email from the fan sight and I guess you can call this number, leave a message, and Cassiddee (the lead singer) will call you back.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

I may try it tonight.

That will be sooo BA if she actually did call back.

So....
Other story.

I was on myspace (I don't really go on it anymore, but I check it occasionally) and I got this friend request from a band called The Bigger Lights.

It was myspace mobile so I didn't really know if they were actually good.

But I'm listening to them right now and they're pretty good.

They actually comment back too.

It's pretty awesome.

Here's one of the songs

When Did We Lose Ourselves: The Bigger Lights

I'm a little Tea Pot

So I'm sitting next to my friend, Kelly.
It's 3:11 pm
School got out 26ish minutes ago.
So why am I still here?
TO WRITE A BLOG OF COURSE!

Sigh.
I lie.

I'm here working (well should be working) on a project for APUSH
It's ridonkulous.
I mean we have to cram 55 minutes worth of information into an entire class period.

NO EXTENSIONS

It'll go one of 2 ways.

It will either A. Kick ass and recieve an award, or it will B. Fail miserably, forcing us to fake our deaths and change our names in order to keep our identities safe.

I think its leaning more towards B.

So I'm sitting next to Chris Ingram and we're reading Reagan Quotes for AP US and they're pretty funny.
Now I must poke Chris so he looks over here and reads this...
HI CHRIS!

Drama

I am just sick and freakin tired of all the stupid drama that's been going on.

So Friday night I was at home watching a movie when my friend Lydia, from work, was texting me.

First it was harmless.

Then she said that she needed to talk to me about something 'important'

(May I just point out if it was 'important' she should've waited to tell me in person and not through a text message)

I guess she and the new guy, Chris, were talking about me.

Before we go on I must explain something.

I make alot of inuendos.

And most of them are pretty funny.

And I do it to EVERYONE at work.
And EVERYONE at work does it too.
So I don't know what the big deal is.

Anyways.

I guess Chris was worried about me because his girlfriend was raped 3 times because she does the same thing I do.

....

Um.......I don't make inuendos to EVERYONE
And I know self defense so thats not really a problem.

But I guess he and Lydia are in agreement that I'm gonna get raped or something.

I was just like, what the hell?

And then Lydia was pretty much saying that I'm giving Andy, our friend (who's 25 and I already know he has a crush on me but its nothing and its quite funny, and Andy is one of my good friends.) mixed signals.

..........
again, I do it to EVERYONE at work.

And then she told me to stop doing it in front of Andy.
Because she doesn't want me to get raped.

hmmmm........
She and Andy use to be roomates.
And she's pretty much calling him a rapist.
And I know Andy isn't a rapist for many reasons such as:

1. If he were a rapist, and I was giving him mixed signals, I'm pretty sure he would've tried to get in my pants by now.
2. He knows everything I say is a joke, so he doesn't take what I say seriously. (I mean how could you? I purposely make it sound like a joke, just so it wouldn't be taken wrong)
3. He's never been accused of rape and if he were a rapist, he must be very good at hiding it.

So I was pretty pissed.
I was like, DUDE I'm not gonna get raped and Andy isn't gonna do anything!

And THEN (this is the icing on the cake of jealousy) she said, "Ok, you can do it in front of Andy, just stop doing it around my boyfriend (Ben, whom I call mom)"

She always tells me how she's afraid I'm going to steal him from her.

And I was like, "FOR THE LAST GODDAMN TIME I AM NOT TRYING TO STEAL BEN! He's not my type, He's 20, He loves you, and if you are really worried about him leaving you for a 17-year-old maybe you shouldn't be dating him!"

And she was all like, "Don't get offensive (even though its DEFEnsive), I'm just asking you as a friend, lay off of Ben."

I was pretty livid.

I mean seriously, I don't really talk to Ben that way anyways, and it pisses me off cuz it seems as if she doesn't trust me, and I'm like her only friend at work.
And also, she wasn't worried about me. She was worried about herself.
And the fact that she pretty much was talking behind my back to a guy who hardly even knows me pisses me off.

She made it come across as if I was a whore.

Ok lets get another thing straight.

Yes, I have a lot of guy friends, but No, I do not sleep around.

And then she said my flirting was a problem, and I was like BITCH! I'M NOT TRYING TO BE FLIRTATIOUS! I'm a bubbly person and I can easily make friends, but I'm not trying to flirt with people, thats not what I'm trying to do.

So at work, I showed Andy the text messages and he was pissed.
We were pretty much waiting the entire time for her to walk in the door so we could yell at her.

She came in at 3 with Ben because she was too lazy to walk in at 5.

So Andy went outside to confront her, and she denied everything, and he was like, "Lydia, I read the text messages, don't fucking lie to me."

And I told Ben about it, because he was gonna get pulled into it sometime, and Lydia was standing at the counter and was like, Kerina! I'm right here! And I was like, yeah, you're right here and so am I, this is how you talk to people, TO THEIR FACES!
And then she asked if she could talk to me so I went outside and we talked in my car.

First thing she said was, "I feel betrayed"
Wrong thing to say.
I said, "You feel betrayed???? Why make it about you! Thanks to you, Andy has no trust in you whatsoever, you betrayed my trust, and you're making it sound as if I'm trying to steal your boyfriend, and you're spreading rumors about Andy being a rapist."

She said, "I didn't specicify (its 'specify' dumbass) what I meant. I'm not calling Andy a rapist."

So I read the text message to her.

She was still denying it.

I told her off then and there.

I said, "Lydia, I'm not gonna get raped. I only do it to my friends, and if you want to talk to me about something, talk to ME and not some random dude at work who doesn't even know who the hell I am. And stop accusing me of trying to take your boyfriend. For the last goddamn time, you are disrespecting me and Ben by making it seem as if we can't be trusted. But it's you who can't be trusted because you have to spread these stupid rumors and shit. Get a life and stay out of mine."

And then when I got off the clock, I was talking to Ben and he told me how Lydia was talking about me all weekend (-_-) and she was saying how I flirt too much and he told me that he told her she was being hypocritical.

And then I said, "OH and for the last time IM NOT TRYING TO STEAL YOU!"
And he looked at me and said, "I know."

So Lydia texted me later that night and said, "I'm sorry....blah blah blah, please forgive me, blah blah blah, I'd feel much better if you do."

You know what I did?

I didn't respond.

I believe a true apology is face to face, just so you can see if they're sincere.

And I'm not gonna trust her for a long time.

So thats my rant for the day.

Lets just hope she can grow the hell up.

It's a Burger King, not a Drama Queen.

Bittersweet Symphony

Totally blogging from astronomy right now.
I Just finished the chapter 30 test.
I'm sure I did well on it, but you can never be too sure.

soooooooo

Yeah

Nothing really going on.

Just extremely bored.

OH!
And here's my song of the moment thingy.
It's one of my all-time favorites.
I heard it on one of the Smallville finales when I watched the entire series up until the 6th season 2 summers ago, and I fell in love with it.

Weapon- Matthew Good

Some week.

Sigh...

I tried to upload this picture of elmo dancing on my cellular electronical device and it didn't work

T_T

oh...well...anyways.

THIS HAS BEEN ONE HELL OF A WEEK

Spring break was uneventful, of course.

All I did was sleep in and work.
And I only worked 3 days.

And then I had Sunday off.

Sigh....

Colonoscopy prep.

Stupid mom and her genetic bad cancer genes.

T_T

The half lytely crap is DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!

I kept throwing up.

This was my third one.

Pretty young.

But the day OF the colonoscopy, they couldn't get the stupid IV in and I am DEATHLY afraid of needles.

It took seven pokes and 3 nurses to get it in.

And my mom made a crack by saying I'd have to do it awake.

So I started crying.

And she was like, "Oh I'm sorry hun, I thought you knew I was kidding."

And I was like, "Yeah, mom, your sarcasm is unappreciated today."

So they got the needle in.

And they were wheeling me out of the room, and the nurse asked if I had any last words for my mom.

I pause, and look at her, and the first thing that came to mind was a nice little finger gesture that made the nurses gasp.

Good thing my mom laughed.

So they wheeled me to the room place thing and the doctor asked me random questions like if I had surgeory.

And he asked me if this was my first one.

I was like...uhm noooo....my third.

which he should've known cuz DUDE! I'm not that easy to forget, I mean, IM ONLY 17!

And he asked me who my mom was.....

And I was just like, did you not look at my file?

AND MY MOM IS THE YOUNGEST PERSON IN IOWA TO HAVE COLON CANCER!!!!

pardon my french but....

WHAT.

THE.

FUCK?

So they sedated me.

Tooooooo much.

I barely remember anything from that day.

Or Tuesday.

Cuz I was still high off the Valum or whatever its called.

Work was fun though. Cuz all I can remember is that I was talking in a country accent and I made everyone laugh.

Soooo yeah.

OH

Someone broke into my car yesterday and stole some items.

Good thing they were easily replaceble.

BUT SERIOUSLY!

It's pissing me off.

Someone broke into my car and stole my iPod a few weeks ago.

And I saved up for that.

So I had to get a new one.

And my cellphone was being.......stupid

It kept shutting off so I had to go in twice to get it fixed, so yesterday they just transfered my stuffs onto another phone.

Yeah.

Thats pretty much it.

OH

And I dyed my hair black.

AND HERE ARE SOME APRIL FOOLS DAY STUFF I DID TO MY MOM!

So she lost her job April fools day (well actually the day before but she started the new one yesterday. It's in the same company so thats good)

I couldn't really play pranks on her yesterday.

That would've been cruel.

So I did it before Wednesday.

Hahaha

You see, my mom is MAJORLY OCD.

The woman has her closet organized by color and shade.

Our water heater broke and she had to move all her clothes cuz its in her closet, so when she came home that night she had to put them all back and I was watching her and I was like oh my god.

She was like, WELL LOOK! I HAVE SOME GREENS HERE AND SOME OVER HERE SO NOT EVERYTHING IS IN ITS PLACE!

And I was like, Wow mom, congrats. You're such a bad ass.

So when she was looking I started rearranging everything, and she was like STOP IT!

So when she went to work the next day, I rearranged EVERYTHING

I waited all evening for her to see it and freak out. But she never went into her closet.

And She had friday off cuz she was going to a friends birthday lunch brunch thing.

(Why do old people eat early?)

Anyways, it was about 9:00 and she was getting ready, and she saw what I did and laughed for about 5 seconds. And then I guess she couldn't find her white shirt (which she has a gagillion of) so I woke up to the sound of "KERINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Mom?"

"REARRANGE MY CLOSET RIGHT NOW! I HAVE TO LEAVE IN 45 FUCKING MINUTES!"

So I did so, and went back to bed.

She found the shirt.

lol

OH and then Tuesday I called her like I always do before I leave for school. She answered and I was like, Uhm...mom?

"Yeah?"

"I locked my keys in my car again."

"......You're Kidding me right?"

".......Yep. April fools."

".....You bitch."

hahahahahah

OH and of course I did a tiny prank on her yesterday.

You see, I had an ortho appointment yesterday, and they had to put a wedge in so my tooth can rotate, and the assistant person chick thing was like, "You may think you broke your braces but its supposed to be like that so don't call and freak out."

So when I came home I went to my mom and was like, "Mommy?"

"What?"

"Look what I did when I was driving"

*Points to tooth*

"What the hell did you do????"

"I don't know!!!!"

"How did you break it???"

".....I didn't. It's supposed to be there. It's a wedge. hahahah."

".....You're a skank."

hahah thats how my mom and I talk to eachother.

We call eachother names.

Jokingly of course.

I call her a whore.

She calls me a bitch, and such.

So its fine lol.

Well thats pretty much it.

1. First thing you wash in the shower? Hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Pink Grey and Blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nahhhh
4.Do you plan outfits? Nope
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Bleh
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? My socks
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? Aim.
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? I fell off an escalater...I have no Idea how....
9. Did you meet anybody new today? actually I did in the hall.
10. What are you craving right now? A Vanilla Bean Frappy
11. Do you floss? Its hard
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? gross
13. When was the last time you talked on aim? last weekend
14. Are you emotional? I can be
15. Would you dance to the taco song? the what song?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? yes
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? awkward answer, but the second one lol
18. Do you like your hair? I miss the crazy colors
19. Do you like yourself? Eh
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? Paul Revere from Paul Revere and the Raiders
21. Do you like cottage cheese? LOVE IT
22. What are you listening to right now? Undead by Hollywood Undead
23. How many countries have you visited? 3
24. Are your parents strict? So so
25. Would you go sky diving? HELL YEAH
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? Only if he was paying
27. Would you throw potatoes at him? That would be the only reason I would go out to eat with him
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? Not really paying attention
29. Have you ever been in a castle? Many
30. Do you rent movies often? use to
31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? Aubrey
32. Have you made a prank phone call? hhahahahahahah yes
33. Do you own a gun? no
34. Can you count backwards from 74? yes
35. Who are you going to be with tonight? my coworkers
36. Brown or white eggs? i prefer brown ones but we get the white ones
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? many things
38. Ever been on a train? yep
39. Ever been in love? I'll get back to you on that
40. Do you have a cell-phone? si
41. Are you too forgiving? usually
42. Do you use chap stick? Occasionally
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? I have no Idea
44. Can you use chop sticks? Si...er...i mean HAI
45. Ever have cream puffs? hate em
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? Love it
47. What was the last question you asked? How many blogs are we supposed to have?
48. What was the last CD you bought? Hold on Tight- Hey Monday
49. Boys or girls? depends on the circumstance. If you're referring to my preferrence I'd say boys. Just cuz we girls are manipulative Bitches.
50. What is your bus number for school? I drive
51. Is your hair curly? wavey
52. Last time you cried? hahahahaha 2 days ago when chris touched my arm lol I totally fake cried
53. Ever walked into a wall? when haven't I?
54. Do looks matter? They're important for impressions
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? yeah
56. Have you ever slapped someone? multiple times
57. Favorite time of the year? Fummer
58. Favorite color? Purple
59. Are you sarcastic? No not at all.
60. Do you have any tattoos? Nope
61. The last person you held hands with? Monami
62. Do you sleep with the TV on? Sometimes
63. Where was your default picture taken at? My bathroom
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? yeah
65. Do you like your life right now? eh
66. How often do you talk on the phone? everyday with my mom
67. What is your favorite animal? Penguin
68. What was the most recent thing you bought? A soda
69. Do you have good vision? Not really
70. Can you hula hoop? haha no
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? never
72. Do you have a job? yep
73. Can you handle the truth? yes
74. What are you wearing? Clothes
75. Have you ever crawled through a window? I've crawled out of one