I just felt like doing this

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1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone? I believe its the powerpuff girls end theme by Biz
2. Did you go anywhere yesterday? I picked up pizza's, if that counts
3. Who was the last person you shared beds with? probably my sister.....
4. Favorite drink? CLUB LEMON! Sadly only found in Europe
5. Does the person you like know that you like them? Well I don't 'like' anyone at the moment
6. Last time you talked to your mom? About an hour and a half ago
7. Where are you right now? 64b
8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? If I was getting payed.
9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen? hmm...THE MINI FORMAN GRILL! Ise makes yummy Panini's
10. Favorite pie? Apple
11. How is your hair? Crazy. Pink. Like cotton candy.
12. Where's the last place you walked to? This classroom
13. Last time you had a sleepover? Like..........the summer.
14. Latest you stayed up in the past week? last night I stayed up till 1ish.
15. What are you doing? this stupid survey.
16. Have you been in a car accident? yes. I was in a bus accident last year and my sensei told my class I got hit by a bus.
17. What is the last thing you said aloud? THATS HOW YOU SPELL EUROPE!
18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list? Some telemarketer
19. What did the last text message you received say? Nih
20. Last time you went to church? oh um...like 2 years ago
21. Story behind your MySpace song? I just like it.
22. What's bothering you right now? My computer.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
23.Wallet? old with monkies that are peeling off
24.Eyes? green grey blue
25.Life? eh
WHAT ARE YOU:
26.Doing this weekend to come? working
27.Wearing? clothes
28.Wanting? food
29.Listening to? talking
30.What do you smell? school?
31.Do you sleep naked? awkward.
32.Do you like seafood? hells yeah!
33.Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
34.Do you consider yourself a study freak? nope
35.Do you speak another language other than English? japanese and czech
36.What did you do last night? played games
37.What do you hate? TIME
38.Orange or apple juice? orange
39.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with? Becca
40.Last thing you ate? Pizza

BLOGGIN ABOUT BLOGGIN

So ThE pOiNt Of ThIs BlOg Is To PrEtTy MuCh StAtE mY oPiNiOnS aBoUt BlOgGiNg AnD hOw I fEeL aBoUt It AnD bLaH bLaH bLaH
And I'm getting sick of typing like that (shift, letter, no shift letter, space)

So blogging....

hmmm....

I can honestly say that I kind of enjoy it.

I mean, despite the fact I don't really have a purpose for blogging, it's a good place to vent.

I can state my opinions and not have to see the reactions on people's faces (unless they were to take pictures of themselves and post them as comments, which that would be freakin sweet.)

I really don't blog for anyone but myself.

I like going back and reading what I wrote, because it reminds me of how I felt that day.

And for some reason I always find something to blog about.

I've kinda always been able to express myself through my writing.

Kinda weird.

And its weird for me to keep posting as often as I do.

I mean, yeah, I'm one of those addicted to facebook and myspace, but I never really blog about myself.

I never express my opinions.

And I tend to put things off for a while.

I'm a procrastinater.

So this blog is something new to me.

I do enjoy blogging.

And even when this school year is over and I don't have to blog for my class anymore, I will most likely update frequently.

And my friends enjoy reading what funny random thing I have to say next.

Maybe I should write a book...........

ZOMGS I JUST RECEIVED A TEXT MESSAGE!!!!

And I just accidently pushed enter instead of tab.

>.<

Anyways, it was my Japanese lover (lol just kidding, its Monami Harada, one of the foreign exchange students) asking me if I was planning on going to WPA

I haven't really decided.

I mean, my friends and I made a pact when we were freshman to never go to a WPA dance, because there was no point going to a dance called, "Women Pay All," when its the 21st century and feminism is too common for there to actually be a dance based on girls asking boys to a dance and paying for them.

This is the reason why Chivalry is dead.

And No lies, I totally just had to google that to see if I spelled it correctly.

But anyways.

I never saw a point in going because I've never actually had the guts to ask a boy, who wasn't my boyfriend (eventhough I've only had one boyfriend, and I asked him to homecoming and it still didn't work out cuz he waited till the last moment to ask his mom so I was kinda stood up, and I already bought the stupid tickets. -_- stupid boy) and it would kinda be lame to go to a Sadie Hawkins dance without a date.

Homecoming is different.

The theme for homecoming is pretty much the end of a victorious (or crappy) football season.

The theme for WPA is to have a date.

And not go with a group of your best girlfriends.

Which, ironically enough I have more guy friends than I have chick friends.

Tomboy.

:P

(WARNING: THIS IS THE WORST TRANSITION FROM ONE TOPIC TO ANOTHER IN THE HISTORY OF TRANSISTIONS FROM ONE TOPIC TO ANOTHER.)
You have been warned.

I just find it easier to hang out with dudes because girls tend to be more catty and talk about their troubles and stuff, whereas guys are more about action.

When girls are bored, we just sit and talk or watch tv or something lame to try and pass the time (lets just say I never really liked slumber parties.)

Boys, however, like to actually get up and do something, that usually requires brainpower, or athletic ability, like video games or some weird random sportsy game thing.

And me, being the strange weird freak I am, can not just sit down and not do something. If I'm watching tv, I have to do something that makes my brain work. I play board games and card games by myself, and I do sudoku puzzles (LOVE THEM!!!!!!)

I'm technically an only child.

I have step brothers and sisters, but all but one of them are older than me.

And I have no idea how many half-siblings I have, cuz I've never met my father's family, let alone my father.

I have one step-sister who is the same age as me. Her name is Jen, and we were never legally step sisters, but here's our story:

We met in Kindergarten.

My Mom was married.

She got a divorce when I was in the 1st grade.

Jen's parents were already divorced.

Her dad is 13 1/2 years older than my mom.

They started dating when we were in 2nd grade.

She was 28.

He was 41.

We were best friends up until that point.

Then we got lumped together and had to do everything together.

At first it was by choice.

But then after a while we resented eachother.

She use to beat the living crap out of me.

I was older.

But she was bigger.

By about a foot and 50 pounds.

Then in 4th grade she switched elementary schools, but our parents still dated.

Then during about the middle end of 4th grade, our parents broke up.

I don't really remember why.

Mostly because I don't think I could really comprehend the situation.

I mean my mom has told me now and I still don't get it.

And I was a 10 year old who knew why my mom got a divorce, because I told her that I saw my step-loser hugging another lady (I was 7 and it was a really difficult time because my Grampa died a few months before hand, and when I was with my step-loser, he would go to this women's house and leave me in the car for hours. I told my mom but she didn't believe me. Turns out the 7-year-old was right.)

But anyways.

Then they got back together at some point.

I think it was before the end of the school year.

Then I was told that summer that we were moving in with them, and I would have to leave all my elementary school friends behind when I went to middle school, cuz they were going to Roosevelt and I was going to Harding.

So we lived with them for about 3 years.

Then the day after New Years of 2006, we moved out.

So thats why I call Jen my step-sister.

We've had our rough times and stuff, but we are still really close.

Whenever we have a problem we always are there for one another.

You have no idea how many times she has found a haven in our house.

My mom used to say no.

But now I don't even ask.

I just tell Jen to come over and pretend like it was an impulse.

I still call her dad 'Dad'

And she still calls my mom 'Mom'

But we relate in the way that I never knew my father, and her mom was too selfish to really truly care about her.

But enough with the heavy crap.

Ima end this post right about..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................NOW!

And More Sickness.

So I was a trooper.

I came to school feeling like crap.

And I was able to last till 4th hour.

I mean, I even got out of third hour so I could lay down and stuff.

But that was reading workshop so it wasn't that big of a deal.

But then I got a fever.

99.1

Thats normal for most.

But really high for me.

I mean, its funny, cuz my normal body temp is 96.8

So 98.6 for me is a slight fever.

Its really hard for me to get sent home from school.

I've tried to state my case to the nurses but of course I am merely a highschool student who knows nothing about her body.

But thats ok.

Its understandable.

Kids try to get sent home all the time.

So I'm not really complaining.

What I am complaining about however is this stupid black plague-like illness.

I went on to facebook and nearly every status I read said, "Siiiick"

I was like HOLY CRAP!

This is why I don't want to believe in a god.

Because if I did, then God would be a total ay-hole.

Give us beautiful weather, but rather than letting us enjoy it, we must stay in bed with a head cold.

-_-

But at least Spring is coming early.

Makes me want to apologize to what I said about Mr. Groundhog (read previous posts...I don't remember how many :P)

So yeah.

I'm at home.

Sitting at the desk.

Blogging.

I have 3 more before I catch up.

WOOOOOO

Now I gotta think of what song I should put for my Song of the Moment.

hmmm.......

*scratches chin*

uhmmmm.........

*looks down at iPod*

Ehhh...

AH SCREW THIS I'M CHEATING!

*shakes iPod and picks first random song*

Erughh....why this song?

*cheats again and keeps sifting through songs until a good one comes up*

About 200 songs later.....

YES

GOT IT

MY SONG OF THE MOMENT IS: Shut Me Up- Mindless Self Indulgence.

Its kind of a techno-y industrial-y rapish-ly kind of song.

Most people would find their songs inappropriate and annoying.

But then again, I'm not like most people.

I believe they're from England----thats because I've only briefly looked up the actual band.

Thats more of a guess than an actual fact.

But the lead singer is a dude (obviously) with spiked hair, their guitarist is also a dude, and (my favorite part about the band...and no not because I'm a feminist or anything, its just I've always wanted to play these instruments) they have a chick playing the drums, and another chick (who is married to Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance....GO DIE!) who plays the bass.

I love their music.

The lyrics make me giggle because of all the profanity they actually use.

It makes me feel giddy inside.

^_^

I think thats enough of this post.

TO THE BAT MOBILE!

DUN-DUN-DUN-NUH-NUH-NA!

(That wasn't Batman music, that was powerpuff girls music, which I think they are clearly better super heroes than Batman cuz 1. they were made in a basement from sugar, spice, and everything nice, and Chemical X, which is obviously some kind of drug the proffessor was on, cuz he clearly thought that making girls out of said ingrediants would make the perfect little girls....lets just say my Family and Consumer Sciences teacher would've hated him for that. and 2. Batman is a grown man in a costume who runs around Gothom city with a utility belt. What would the man do if Godzilla was attacking town hall? THROW HIS BELT AT HIM? Yeah. He's what I call a useless hero.)

erugh

So.

I got sick Friday.

I was working. And I felt like poo.

And it didn't help that my manager, Cindy (Lucifer is more like it.) wouldn't stop jumping down my effing throat.

And I've been stressed out lately.

School.

Boys.

Job.

Normal teenage girl stuff.

But more on that later.

So I was telling Cindy that I might not come in today.

And She called me a whiney baby.

I was like, god forbid I'm sick and we work with food, if you want me to poison other people with my disease-ness, make me work.

So she went into the office, and I started cleaning dining room.

So she walked out, and told me to close up cash window, and she was like, "I'm sorry, I'm not trying to say that you aren't sick, its just that I was sick all last week and I came into work."

And In my mind I was like, yeah. Smart.

But I responded back, "Well its not like I call in all the time either."

She really pissed me off.

No body at work likes her.

She abuses her Managerial position.

Here are the ways how:

1. She treats us all like her worker-monkey-slaves, and if something goes wrong, we're all to blame. Even if she messes up on a sandwich, it's automatically our fault, because I guess we have magical mind powers that messes her up.

2. She will make you stay as long as she wants. Even if you are off at 4, she will make you stay till 6.

3. She uses her worker discount on her family. WHICH YOU CANNOT DO THAT. None of us are allowed to, and she barely gives us our own discounts. Yeah. She's a bitch.


She's a racist.

Everytime an Arab or an Indian comes in she says, "HERE COME THE SAND PEOPLE."

And Last Tuesday, before I clocked in, I was doing Japanese homework. She came up to me and asked me what I was doing. I showed her my Kanji (Japanese writing thingy) and she says, "Ching Chung Fish for dinner."

She really is a terrible human being.

And I like to find the good in people.

I treat her with respect, hoping to receive some in return.

But all she does is bitches at me about my hair, and she tries to find flaws in everyone else.

She walks around BK like a god.

And I'm like, yeah, you're a manager at a fast food joint. Congrats. You're gonna be here for the rest of your life, where as the rest of us only see this as a part time job, and we're gonna get out of here someday, to pursue jobs that actually IMPRESS people.

Erughhhhhhhhhhh

But Hope, my adult friend who hates Cindy with a passion, is trying to get her in trouble so she can either change or get fired.

We've all tried going to Matt, but Matt won't do a freakin thing.

So Hope is trying to go above Matt's head.

She's gonna talk to Derek.

Who happens to be the district manager for like all the Burgerkings.

I refuse to get myself involved.

But thats ok cuz there are many other witnesses against Cindy.

But I just recently dyed my hair pink.

And Cindy was all like, "YOU CANNOT SHOW ANY PART OF YOUR HAIR BLAH BLAH BLAH."

So my friend Abby had to help me get it all in my hat.

And I have pink in my bangs so its kinda hard to put that in a hat.

But she was still complaining about it and Matt told her it was fine.

And she had the gull to say, to my face, eventhough she talked like I wasn't even there, "Well maybe if she stopped dying her hair stupid colors, we wouldn't have to worry about it."

I'm Done.

I am SOOO freaking done.

I was seriously about to walk out last night.

And Hope even told me that its against my constitutional right as an American to not be able to show my hair.

It's not like it offends anyone.

And I wear a hat.

And the hat is only really there for health code reasons.

I just know one day. (and hopefully soon) Karma is gonna bite Cindy in the ass.

Yeah.

Thats my blog for the day.

Evening.

Whatever you'd like to call it.

Untitled.

So.

I believe this is my tenth blog post thingy.

IM STARTING TO CATCH UP (giggle. Ketchup)

So I have a thing called a Deviant Art, where I post some pictures I take and drawings I do, and I write in the Journal thing.

My friend got me interested in it in 7th grade.

(Shelby)

Her's is more interesting than mine.

Mainly because she is more artistic than myself.

I'm more of a writer than a draw-er

I'm more of an author than a photographer.

My friends say I have potential, but I get writer's block a lot, so it's hard for me to finish a story I start.

Poetry is easy for me though.

Just because I don't really think when I write poetry.

Its like word vomit.

On page.

I can write funny poetry

Or melodramatic poetry.

Depending on my mood.

So thats pretty much it.

I'll blog more laterzzz

SONG OF THE MOMENT: I Want You Bad- The Offspring.

I've been listening to them since as long as I can remember.

They were the first band that I could identify.

And they're punk.

Which makes them more amazing.

My mom really influenced my musical interests.

She use to listen to music all the time when I was in the womb.

Like, More Than Words- Extreme.

I was able to recognize that song when I was 3.

And she listened to Fleetwood Mac a lot.

She always had them playing, just to make me go to sleep.

They mellowed me out.

They still do.

Which is awesome that the music still does that to me.

The first song I sang was a Del Amitri song.

She looooooves them.

And I guess I loved songs that had the word "baby" in it.

Cuz I guess I thought they were singing to me.

And my mom always called me baby.

Which she still does.

And I don't mind.

I mean, I know I'm no longer a baby, but I'll always be my mama's baby.

<3

Friend Index

I'm gonna try to get caught up on my blogs.

Just cuzzzzz.

So for this blog I figured I'd do an ode to my friends, because whenever I need anything my friends are always there for me, and I'd be nothing without them.

And Yes, these are them in Alphabetical order, because I'm cheating and looking at my phone....Just in case I forget someone. lol

Abby (Work Abby...who is about 21 I think....)- A lot of my coworkers don't really like her, cuz she is kinda annoying and slow at times, and she started rumors and caused drama, but other than that, she is a fun person to be around, and she can put a smile on your face.

Adhi- She's my crazy Indian friend, who was friends with my grama before she even met me. (My grama use to clean her apartment, and then she moved) but she always knows what to do when someones in a sichiation. (situation)

Alex- She may be a stupid freshman (lol just kidding) and my ex boyfriend's new girlfriend, but I relate to her almost better than the rest of my friends. I mean when I first met her, we clicked and immediately became best friends, which is weird, considering teenagers and love and jealousy and stuff, but we've never let Connor get between us. She gives off an awesome energy that automatically makes you feel happy. Sure sometimes she can't shut her mouth but her randomness is awesome.

Allea- She was my bus buddy, and we were introduced when I was a sophomore and she was a freshman. She's easy to talk to and doesn't think I'm crazy. We could seriously sit in a room for 2 weeks and just talk the whole time, and not get bored of eachother. She finds the fun in everything and she's very artistic. And her last name is Lovely, which she is :]

Annabelle- My awesome Philapino<-----I'm sure i spelled that wrong------<<<< friend, who is super adorable. We aren't like, best best best friends, but we talk and stuff.

Aubrey- BYRNE 'N HELLER FOREVER! lol I've known her since 4th grade. I scared her at first, because I've always been a strange child. But we got past that stage and became really close. We've had our ups and downs but shes an amazing person. <3

Connor- He was my first ever boyfriend, (end of sophomore year) and of course he is no longer, and for a while, I isolated him and hated him. We eventually got over our differences and he is now my best friend. And I mean like I tell him EVERYTHING. I always found it easier to be friends with guys, just because I never ever got the sexual tension stuff, and I'm a tomboy and I relate easier to guys than girls. Rather than talking about shoes and makeup and boys I talk about music, video games, and food. I slip up sometimes and become a girl, but only briefly....ANYWAYS! Back to Connor. He is the easiest person to talk to, because when we were dating I started opening up a little bit, and he never judged me. I'm glad we aren't dating anymore because that awkward barrier is gone. He is now like a brother rather than an ex.

Ben- He's the new shift manager at Burger King and I call him my mom. He's very dark and morbid like me and we have similar interests. We tease eachother all the time, but never is it hateful. And he says I'm like the most honest person who works there.

Chris- He's insanezies. lol I use to hate him in middle school, but this year we started talking, and I guess we have alot of the same interests, and he's fun to talk to.

Christine- We've been friends since 7th grade, and she's so funny, I've honestly peed myself a few times while I hung out with her.

Clint- People ask me why I'm friends with him, because he's a douche, but I look past that. Sure he is an abusive asshole, but he's fun to hang with, and I can see the good side of him. And I help him with his problems. I just wished he would help out with mine, and I wish he wasn't a compulsive liar.

Dan- He was one of my best friends in 3rd or 4th grade. We lost contact when we started going to different schools, and I found him this past summer, and he is the exact same as he was when we were kids. He's crazy and funny.

Jacinda- She's my black counter part. I am salt and she is Pepper. She's fun to work with. :]

Jarvis (Danielle)- She can be a little narrow minded at times, but shes funny and wacky.

Jaymee-She's mean to me at work, but she and I are really good friends. She took me and my best friends under her wing when we were freshmens. Shes loveable and cuddley

Jen- I have been friends with her the longest out of anyone here. We've been best friends since kindergarten. Our parents started dating in 2nd grade. We moved in together in 5th grade. My mom and I moved out in 8th grade. We've had our moments. But I love her and still call her my sister. And I call her dad my dad, cuz he's the closest thing I've had to a father. We're always there for eachother. If we get pissed at eachother, we soon forget it and don't hold grudges.

Kayla- She was my best friend at work, and she knew what I was going through and she made sure I wasn't gonna do anything stupid like she did.

Kelly-We've also had our rough moments, but shes fun to be around and we rub off on eachother alot.

Lydia- She was my first friend at Burger King, and despite the hard times she's had, she doesn't go through life moping, but she is a bubbly person and very loveable.

Melissa- She is my partner in crime. She makes awesome espresso, she has amazing fashion, and we have a diabolical plan to take over the world. But for now we just bother Clint :D

Monami- She's my favorite exchange student. Her english is very good, and she's funny and insane and awesome. I'll be sad when she has to go back to Japan. T_T

Nick Vaske- We've been friends since freshman year. I had the biggest crush on him. I've gotten over that crush pretty fast. He can be bitchy sometimes, but only if someone pisses him off, but if he has a problem with someone, he goes to their faces and calls them out, rather than complaining and talking crap behind someone's back. I respect him for that.

Nick Wood- He's awesome. He has a very good view on life, and doesn't get shaken. He comes up with the best ideas for movies and books and stories and stuff. He's insane. In the good way :D

Becca- She is the coolest person ever. She's having many problems with her family right now, and she use to do drugs but she's gotten over them easily. My heart goes out to her for being a strong person. She is truely one of the strongest people I have ever met.

Shelbie- She and I always have fun. We have many common interests and she's an awesome friend. She consoles me when I'm down. We've drifted apart this past year, but we're getting back to where we were.

Shelby- She's been my best friend eversince 6th grade. We were both weird children, and people didn't get us or talk to us. We've never gotten a fight. We don't talk a lot, because she's in Tanager, but everytime we do talk, its the same as it was before. She and Connor are tied for my best friends, because I tell her everything. She's my sister. I love her. :]

Groundhog day was yesterday...

I don't know what the verdict of that stupid rodent was.

I hope we get early spring.

But the sun was out.

So I'm pretty sure the stupid animal saw his shadow.

Errrr....

Why do we have the groundhog determine our weather?

WHYYYY?

What are groundhogs good for?

Besides sleeping in a hole?

NOTHING

They do nothing to help the world.

They don't help the blind like the dogs.

They aren't points like squirrels. (Running them over. SCORE!!!....Just kidding)

They aren't adorable like kittens and bunny rabbits.

They aren't goofy like monkies.

They aren't fun to watch like fishies.

THEY SHOULD GET A JOB!!!!

One that doesn't involve them becoming the weathermen.

Because honestly, groundhogs are lazy creatures who just want more sleep, so they screw over the humans and make us suffer for 6 more weeks.

When I was little, there was a groundhog down the street.

And on groundhog day, my mom would say, "I swear to god, if the sun is out and that f*cking animal sees it's shadow, I will shoot it so the bastard won't crawl back into its hole."

I don't think she had the guts.

Or a gun.

She did have a stun gun though....

Those can be very effective.

hmmm....

yeah....

That was my rant for the day.

SONG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My song of the moment is Speak Slow-Tegan and Sara